Monday, June 29, 2009

When Good Things Happen to Cynical People

So, when good things happen to me, I immediately go to the opposing extreme: how is it going to fall apart?

Why is this? Why can't I just enjoy it?

It would really make things a lot easier if when I was with the person that makes me happy, I could just live in the moment, not think about the past or the future or the "if" factor, and just enjoy the present and their presence.

I'm trying... I'm trying.

Cynicism be damned, I'm just going to go for it.

It's just harder than it looks.

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